You know that writers can structure their words elegantly, and can even command their message with intensity. And on a few occasions, they can harmonically synchronise their dictation, so that it voices softly in the ears of all readers. And somehow, their verbiage is intoxicating…aromatic and strikingly pleasant. I pity you if you become prey. You keep forgetting what I’ve been trying to tell you. No one can write UP, what gravitates DOWN. Quit implanting some other falsehood in your head. We’re not on the moon, damnit. 
Hrmm….maybe you read those notes to assure yourself that others find you intriguing, maybe you don’t. And maybe when you step 15 steps away from your monitor, the seeds of enthralling brilliance implode your mind, and open up doors of deceit? I say fu*k that. You need to climb your confused ass out of that hole of doubt and self-deprecation…long enough to intuit that you aren’t like the rest…but rather untouchable. Stop dreaming originality, LIVE originality.